done. sooo done.

yup. i'm done. 4 years? screw it. I'm done. its a waste of time. there is... no point.
i'm only hurting myself because it's OBVIOUSLY one-sided and you yourself said it has to be mutual. which it obviously isn't. After seeing the girls you date and the ones you call "hot"... i OBVIOUSLY don't fit. And apparently i'm not good enough so- I'm saving myself the rest of my life and I'm done. Date who want, do what you want with your life because I'll be doing the same.

I can't change things, I can't force you and I don't want to. It'd hurt more to have someone that doesn't even want to be there. So, I'm saving myself ALL the hurt and taking myself out of the equation completely. Best friends are supposed to be able to tell each other everything and know the other person so well that they can read their thoughts without even looking at them but I can't tell you the biggest part of my life and i feel like I don't even know you.

since I'm done.....