mmm

I'm going, I'm staying. I'm bored, I'm content. I'm frustrated, It's his. So many things are changing around me and in me that I just don't know if I can withstand it all. I thought for sure I was going to be leaving Valley Forge. I thought I had a peace about leaving and never looking back. I was so sick of feeling stuck, feeling stagnant. And I was done trying. I was done looking. But God stepped in and eased it all. He has called me here for a purpose. I need to be here, to learn, to grow, and to become what he wants me to be. Instead of wanting to put my feet in different waters to see where I wanted to go, I need to let him lead me to the path I'm to take. Becoming frustrated with how things are turning out is pointless when He has it all mapped out. It's amazing to know that He has my life planned out - good and bad. He gives me a choice, tells me what to pick, and loves me still if I choose the wrong one. And He waits. He waits for me to realize what I've done is wrong... *ahh*... 

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