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I'm very much over the whole being single thing. I'm sick of seeing "happy" people walking around holding each others hands and talking like stinking babies to each other. But most of all, I'm sick of the coldness growing in my heart. I've been rejected a lot lately and it's really starting to show. One person can only take so much. I know, I've heard "then give it to God" and "there's someone out there"... I HAVE GIVEN IT TO GOD!!! I GIVE IT TO HIM EVERY DAY, EVERY TIME I SEE A COUPLE, I SURRENDER ONE MORE TIME!!!
It's hard for me to even think I deserve a relationship or anything though all at the same time. I don't have much to offer and I'm not the prettiest out there. And I'm certainly not the best person or even...
I'm not a good person at all. I'm awful to be around... no wonder...
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So I guess I learned a lot about myself just now. I'm not in a relationship because I don't deserve and no one can tolerate me. At least I have my answers.
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