Why do I do this to myself? I feel SO stressed. Everything is happening at once and half of it, I can't share.
I've been running more lately. I think because that's how I deal with stress. I'm metaphorically and almost quite literally running away from everything. I feel like I'm sweating everything out.. detoxing I guess. Well, I've been doing really well, then I stopped for about 4 days. I went back tonight and really pushed myself. I hurt. Soooo bad. My mind on the other hand- feels SOO good. I don't feel overwhelmed. I feel like I can breath.
On the other hand, parts of my life are going BEAUTIFULLY. eHarmony has proved itself :) I've been emailing the same guy for almost a month now. He's probably the funniest, dorkiest, considerate and most endearing guy I've ever met. He understands and "gets" my humor. I don't believe I've ever looked forward to emails so much before. And the most amazing thing about him... he loves God :) Just from his emails you can hear and see his love for the Lord. IT'S SO REFRESHING! Today, he told me I deserve attention. Never have I been told that.
I can't wait for the next steps, to see where this goes. But, I'm enjoying this. :)
Are things finally starting to settle down? Am I finally finding that balance? It can't possibly be this easy...
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