Roses are red. Violets are blue.

It's really easy to be bitter or become resentful. But it's so much more rewarding to be happy and excited. Yes... my best friend is engaged :) She's so young, but I'm so happy for her. I never thought she'd be getting married this young, but she's happy and he's the one, why wait? I'm so happy that her and I stayed close and that I'm apart of this. It's an exciting event in someone's life and I'm apart of my best friends big event :)

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Seeing guys in a relationship, is endearing. Seeing a guy want to be with a girl, want to be near her, hug her, hold her, kiss her. It's cute. You usually think of guys are strong, independent, and such. But when a guy falls in love, they totally change. It's adorable!

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Sometimes there are things in life that you wish would just happen already but you can't control them. It's times like this I typically fall apart because I don't have control of the situation and I can't see the future. When I'm traveling somewhere, I like to know at least 2 steps ahead so I can prepare myself. But when you can't see the next few steps ahead and you aren't allowed to use a GPS or Mapquest, you have to rely on your "heavenly" navigation system to direct you... which gets hard and frustrating :( But, thankfully my navigator is patient with me :)

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I need guidance. It's hard to not look back and wonder "...if things were different?" It's especially hard to not think about it and dream of how things COULD be. But, I have to stop longing for the past. UGH! lots of work ahead of me.